Done

well…

I just realized that i go to far. I let my feeling over me..

now i want your life, i want to be the part of your life. i want to be the first name you remember every morning. i want you to talk to me every night, about your fear, about your anger, your happiness and sorrow.

and i’m jealous knowing the fact that i’m not your friend who could touch or talk, or even hug you. I’m just here, talking to you through screen, watching you smile to me through screen and that’s ridiculous, like all my friends said.

the fact is, i’m just not your people, as simple as that. and that’s hurting me. somehow, i feel abandoned, neglected and out of care, no matter how sweet the words you said to me.

and maybe, this feeling is because i let myself in too deep.

i’m wrong. i can’t handle you. and now, i called it done.

yes..i’m done